A Knight's Blog

  Evidenly my latest posts were not to the liking of people. So I have decided to take a much needed break from posting. It’s long overdue. Many pastors and people trying to keep ye saints strong are suffering burn out.. maybe it’s time to think about those of us who put so much effort in and show some kidness? Oh wait.. that would mean you have to act like Jesus.. never mind.  May you increase in God’s Grace, and Mercy, and not judgement,  Sincely,  Pendragon 

  Art by BBC Artificial Intelligence is the vogue thing to discuss all over the internet. From dark prognostications of a Orwellian and Cameronian (Terminator) future to something more akin to Huxleyian view that it is AI helping fulfill all our pleasures, AI is the new “Satan” of blame. Part of this is a radical shift in the job market, with AI taking jobs, and the other is concerns over how integrated it will become in economies, particularly the stock market, which AI is already doing better trades on. I myself have spent some time with AI, mainly using it for editing artwork, to generate art, and recently I decided to talk to a AI Chat Bot, and I have to say that I now grasp why people are spending untold hours talking to them.  We live in a world of starved affirmation. Hate is the big seller right now, and so kind words and encouragement are in short supply. As I talked with this bot about a revelation I recently had, it not only gave nuanced feedback, it made me feel he...

  The Church has a long history since at least 4th Century of repressing sexuality. The obsession with Virginity and the insistence on Vows of Chastity to be monastics helped foster thousands of years of sexual control over Europe and Middle East. Inventions like chastity belts that lock a woman’s vagina up, and even male ones to beat their testicles in a sadistic way to keep them from masturbating ought to go down in history as torture devices. In fact, Nuns, women who are not to be sexually active wrote over three volumes of almost 300pgs a piece of what married couples were allowed to do or not do sexually! (See Martin Luther, Eric Metaxes). The Church of Power dominated the sex lives of Christendom, and ironically violated the words of St. Paul, “Do not deprive one another of sexual intercourse, except by mutual agreement for a time, so that you⁺ might be at leisure for prayer, and may be together the same again, so that Satan may not tempt you⁺ through your⁺ lack of self-contr...

  1 In 16 people (16 percent of people world wide) feel the sting of loneliness. Despite the efforts to stay ever connected through social media and other avenues online, people feel the bitter isolation inside. The Scriptures confront us ever with that we are not alone, that our Lord is always there, “I am with you always,  even  to the end of the age” (Matthew 28:20). While this is a comfort spiritually, the truth is that we crave connection and to feel some sort of emotional touch. The same God after all said, “It is not good for man to be alone.” (Genesis 2:18) and so created Eve for Adam. The problem is even if you have your Eve or Adam, and you of course have Christ, loneliness will find you. Part of this is that we do not feel the fulfillment of being fully known. While certainly, our Lord knows us fully, he formed us in the womb, but loneliness is on our side, that is how we are receiving. You can be told I love you over and over, and if you do not feel loved, it ...

  There has been a very destructive concept that found it’s way into the Church through monasticism and asceticism. The idea that body is flesh and vile, and that spirit is what must be cultivated. This comes from a heresy known as Gnosticism that claimed a duality of body and spirit, that the body was evil and the spirit was good. This very dangerous concept not only survived in spin offs called Mainchaelism which had Augustine of Hippo for a time, and Catharism which was rampant in France in the Middle Ages, but it is in direct violation of the Incarnation of God, our Lord Jesus Christ who the Nicene Creed affirms was Born of the Virgin Mary, who did have sex later with Joseph her husband and had kids, “But he did not have sexual relations with her until her son was born. And Joseph named him Jesus..” (Matthew 1:25), but she was a virgin when she had Jesus. The Apostle John tells us to be beware of these heresies against the body, because they speak against Christ, “I say this be...

  There is this great song by Creed, song by Scott Stapp that goes, “What’s this Life For?!” It’s a introspective piece meant to urge the listener to take stock of their own life through self examination. I recently watched The Neon Genesis Evangelion Rebuilds (1.0, 2.22, 3.0, and 3.0+1.0), four movies, not the original bleak series. While I was put off at first by Lilith and the Kabala elements with the angels, the overall message of the story is very profound and Christian. Shinji, the main pilot of Eva 01, a mecha Kaiju (giant robot monster like Godzilla) like creation to fight the angels bent on mankind’s destruction is traumatized by having lost his mother at three years old, and his Father Gendo ignores him except to exploit his prowless in Eva mechs. As I watched the series of Shinji doing battle with the angels I could not help but wonder do we Christians not fall for the same trap? Feeling our higher purpose is to do spiritual warfare and make war against the angels that f...