It is no secret the church is under siege. The world and its prince are hard at work in persecuting the saints. The time to dig in and stand firm is now, but what do you do when in the trenches you feel the Lord has abandoned you, is delaying your healing or even help. What are we to make of these moments that make us furious, wanting to shout, “Lord! Don’t you see I am already suffering for your name?! Why is your presence so far from me? Why are others being healed but I am still waiting?! Why won’t you help me? Your servant.” I know how to frame those sentences because I’ve been there too, even recently. Why does it seem God is so far away in these troubles? What happened to “my power is manifest in weakness,”? I am weak, please, show yourself! The answer I have found is we arn’t looking carefully enough. We only want to see the answer we want to see. If God chooses another way to help, it often is ignored or decried. I’ll give a recent experience someone I know had. The...