I wrote this to another brother in Christ, and I thought it was worth sharing. A lot of us get overwhelmed by despair. Even in Bunyan’s classic Pilgrim’s Progress, Christian is nearly crushed by the Giant Despair. If despair is filling you with feelings of wishing to not exist because of pain and horrible things you’ve endured, take heart that you are actually in good company: King Solomon felt this way: “1 Again I saw all the oppressions that are done under the sun. And behold, the tears of the oppressed, and they had no one to comfort them! On the side of their oppressors there was power, and there was no one to comfort them. 2 And I thought the dead who are already dead more fortunate than the living who are still alive. 3 But better than both is he who has not yet been and has not seen the evil deeds that are done under the sun.” - Ecclesiastes 4:1-3, but then he said after the dark period of the soul: “13 The end of the matter; all has been heard.